105 but that’s OK
There was something empty and easy about all of this, I just never knew how to express it to you. From the start, I liked you but I knew I’d never really get to know you, not fully, not like a friend should know another friend. And it was OK because sometimes easy is not only OK but necessary. You opened to me what the world wouldn’t open to me and I am all the better for it.
So be yourself, be cold and distant and passive aggressive and free, and I will respect you for that but I will never love you for it.